Let me start with my problem. This is really hard for me but I'm determined to help someone. I don't know where to go. And unless you've heard my testimony your not sure what I'm referring to. I've been praying to God for years about this with no results. Until about a few months ago. God revealed to me where i need to go. But he hasn't told me when. So I'm determined to wait. But as the clock ticks and as the days, weeks, and months go by I get discouraged and begin wondering if it's even my call to go. NEWS FLASH: that's the devil telling me that. And in this situation i say "In the name of Jesus, you must go!" and pray to God. Don' be discouraged. If it doesn't seem like He's answering you He may be planning your party. And that's a party you don't want to miss. So, as i sit here writing this I'm still waiting. But trust me, you'll be the first to know when my waiting is over:) God bless<3
Today is my birthday and it just happened to be on the same day we have a field trip for CJSF (a club I'm in). While we were on the tram to go back home, there were these three girls and the were yelling, "LOSERS!" to all the people walking to their cars instead of taking the tram. This hurt my heart. I wanted to snap at them and say, "SHUT UP! Just wait, one day you are going to be the losers!" But i knew that wouldn't solve anything. So after the tram ride I was talking to my amazing friend Naeomi and she came up with the idea that if anyone did something mean to anyone like that we would go up to them and say, "Jesus loves you." If you act like that you're just looking for someone to love and who accepts you. let me just tell you now that that person you're looking for isn't a person at all, it's God. Let people know that. You may be embarrassed to do that. But how would you feel if you impacted someone's life. Fear is just a lie.
Let me start with my problem. This is really hard for me but I'm determined to help someone. I don't know where to go. And unless you've heard my testimony your not sure what I'm referring to. I've been praying to God for years about this with no results. Until about a few months ago. God revealed to me where i need to go. But he hasn't told me when. So I'm determined to wait. But as the clock ticks and as the days, weeks, and months go by I get discouraged and begin wondering if it's even my call to go. NEWS FLASH: that's the devil telling me that. And in this situation i say "In the name of Jesus, you must go!" and pray to God. Don' be discouraged. If it doesn't seem like He's answering you He may be planning your party. And that's a party you don't want to miss. So, as i sit here writing this I'm still waiting. But trust me, you'll be the first to know when my waiting is over:) God bless<3
ReplyDeleteToday is my birthday and it just happened to be on the same day we have a field trip for CJSF (a club I'm in). While we were on the tram to go back home, there were these three girls and the were yelling, "LOSERS!" to all the people walking to their cars instead of taking the tram. This hurt my heart. I wanted to snap at them and say, "SHUT UP! Just wait, one day you are going to be the losers!" But i knew that wouldn't solve anything. So after the tram ride I was talking to my amazing friend Naeomi and she came up with the idea that if anyone did something mean to anyone like that we would go up to them and say, "Jesus loves you." If you act like that you're just looking for someone to love and who accepts you. let me just tell you now that that person you're looking for isn't a person at all, it's God. Let people know that. You may be embarrassed to do that. But how would you feel if you impacted someone's life. Fear is just a lie.
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